For mama,
For years, we have gone through thick and thin together. We braved the unending journey of the emotional roller-coaster we call earth. You've catered my every need. Never to deny and procrastinate. You tend to my every wound, nursing it till it got better. You would hold me tight if I ever got a nightmare. You would sacrifice your life in order to save mine. I would always be self-critical, but you always made me rethink. Whenever I cried, you would shed my tears away and ask me to hold my chin up. When my results were bad, you would never be mad but just advised me to be better and that you would help me with my studies. When I go to bed, you would read stories to cheer me up and make me go to sleep in peace. You huffed and puffed to make sure that I'm always happy. But sometimes, I always made you sad. But you would show to me that you ignored my bad personalities in order for me to realize my own wrong doings.
Well, now I realized all of it. All of my ignorant rants and asinine jokes. What I had done to you never resembled anything that you have done for me all this time. Now, I'm all grown up and I'm already at the stage where you did all those things to me. I realized that you always cared for me and never asked for anything in return. Whether I'm acting like an imbecile or a tyrant, you would never split your care. Now it's my turn to give and receive nothing. I guess that's what adults live their lives like.
Now, I'm grateful for your love. Even though you're not with me physically, but you're always inside my mind, where I would picture a heaven for you to enjoy as part of my present for your unending care. Please forgive me for all my wrongdoings and even though I can't give anything that would equal your love, please accept my honest apology and the only thing that I can give, my undivided love and care for you.
It's time for me to take the stage where you once strutted your talent. You received nothing but boos and heartbreak and I expect to receive the same treatment. But after years living life like a theatre you can now enjoy a never ending break. Goodbye and good luck as you live your life as it was supposed to be.
Happy Mother's Day :)