The Day of Reckoning

Well, that worked out quite good. All hail Megadeth! \m/

This is it. Crunch time has arrived. Three months of waiting has finally come down to one freaking day. I've got mixed feelings for my results, but as they say 'You reap what you have sown'. My result will reflect on the amount of work i had given into it. I hope for the best and pray everything will turn out alright. 

Now for my song updates. Already finished one song, second song almost there and the third has only just begun its writing mode. My brain has quite a lot of creative juice but i haven't fully use to its full potential. Maybe i just have to wait in college to get it flowing. xD

So, this is the end of the post. I will post my results here (if it's any good). Hope for the best.

Cheers. :)

Shouting Hearts

Hell Yes! Another trophy in the cabinet.  YNWA!

Today's post is not going to refer to the picture above. I was just trying to present the wonderful news to all. Well then, let's get straight back to the point.

Recently, i had a friend asking the dreaded question. 'Do you have a girlfriend?' I was like, OH SHIT! I replied NO with a smirk on my face. The truth is that i rarely ever been in a relationship before. Mostly because i was never interested in being in one. True, like any other guy, i do have crushes, but i never mustered enough courage to ask due to the fear of being rejected. I admit, i may not have the face of her dreams but i could have treated her better. Girls now go for the face, not the heart. That's why it seems that people are having a hard time keeping a lasting relationship together. I am for one the guy that wants a long lasting relationship. I don't want to be the playboy kind and switch girls like a roulette. Maybe i'll change my ways in college. I'll be braver to ask girls out and win their hearts from the start. And of course, accept rejection like a man, if there is any. Truth be told, i'm not the kind of guy that will tolerate girls that wants attention every freaking minute. Girls like that i really can't control. If she can mind her own business when i'm alone or out with my friends, but keeping me accompanied when i needed her to, she's the one for me. Most girls now loath guys that don't give enough attention to them (the term 'enough' is a bit shady to say the least). I guess i'll wait for that time when the one will come into my life and fill it with joy and happiness. Right now, i guess i'll just drool on the other girls like before.  xD

My heart feels like shouting the love i wanted but too afraid to go for it. I guess i need to learn to 'grow up'.

Cheers!  :)